Although i havent posted within weeks, i feel like not a lot has been accomplished or has happened between that period of absence. I still have done nothing to solve many of the issues i am facing towards my progression to college. Ironically, in my actions of procrastination i have found some enlightenment and knowledge within some of the videos of youtube. I understand that theres 2 ways to approach my issues, one to stand here and watch as the figurative train that represents college hit me in a full of collision of despair without any attempt of trying to make it less painful or 2, look at my problems and plan accordingly reducing the impact when it finally hits. Impulse, the physics definition anyhow. The longer time you have contact with the object of impact the less force that is acting upon you, and therefore instead of getting out of the way from the train, ie not going to college, i will take on the train and reduce its pain and make it my bitch.
As John Green has said before, you dont know what an experience will mean to the future you until you are the future you.
PS still miss my seniors, calvin, linh, jaime, jazmine, nitesh, victor and adrian